So this is something new for this year, Thankful Thursday. It may not be every week, but according to the list it will be at least once a month, and it is something I am looking forward to doing.
Learning to be satisfied and content with who I am, what I have and where I am at, is something that I have struggled with. Sometimes this dissatisfaction has been helpful, as it has pushed me to change things, try things or even improve myself… but sometimes it’s just a misunderstanding of my life compared to the highlight reels that I look at daily on social media.
I have often thought about having a break from Facebook, Instagram and twitter, however, there are lots of things I really like about all of these platforms, but I have to constantly remind myself, that I am only looking at what people want me to see, the sections of their lives that they have chosen to include. That I am not seeing everything, and often not the bad bits, but rather, if it isn’t a ‘highlight’ it’s still just the bits they haven chosen to share, often things they wish they could change or do differently in an attempt to get some motivation to change, or some accountability.
So, to combat this in my own life (but probably make things worse for someone else as I add more to the highlight reel, sorry, but see above) I have decided this year to get better at practicing gratitude. That means being thankful for the things I have, the people in my life, and that stage of life that I am in. Sometime it will even mean looking for the good when life isn’t as rosy or easy as well as I would like, or think it should be. Stopping to see the good things God is doing in my life even when I have to work a little harder to bring them into focus.
So this is the first one… a Thankful Thursday… and to be honest right now I am just thankful to be feeling pretty good. I am definitely not where I thought I would be when I was planning January 2017 last year, but where I am is ok. For the last couple of weeks my Facebook memories and Timehop app have been flooding my phone with memories of our adventures to Europe and New Zealand and for the first time in a long time I am feeling ok about not having a holiday planned. It’s been really nice to be able to reminisce without getting jealous of my summers past, and to actually just take a minute to appreciate how lucky we were to have had those experiences. It’s also the first summer for a long time that I haven’t been bitterly jealous of my friends on school holidays. Although it has probably helped that I have only just returned to work after 3months, I think that for the first time in a long time I am ok with my current lot in life.
This summer I have been able to look back on all of the things we have done and smile. I am so thankful for the things we did, the places we saw, the people we met and the fun we had. I am also really thankful to be having a ‘proper’ Australian summer for the first time in 3 years… where it is hot and the beach is wonderful and inviting. I am thankful for the time I have had to get some little projects done, to clean out the house and to just rest and be restored. I am thankful for the fresh start that 2017 has been, even if it has just been a mental one. I am thankful that God promises new things… Over the past couple of months some Old Testament verses have really stuck out and popped up regularly, so I am thankful that I can claim them for my year ahead… here is what I am holding on to…
“I am about to do something new. See, I have already begun! Do you not see it? I will make a pathway through the wilderness. I will create rivers in the dry wasteland.” Isaiah 43:19
“The kindness of the Lord has not ended, his mercies are not spent” Lamentations 3:22
”This is my command—be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged. For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.” Joshua 1:9
I am really excited and thankful in advance for new things, pathways in the wilderness and rivers in wasteland… new mercies and kindness and the encouragement to be strong, bold and courageous, because I am not alone.